Rat in a Cage (free for visiting)

"Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage"
- Bullet With Butterfly Wings, The Smashing Pumpkins




This place was usually where I can say my heart out, telling my thought cause I can't tell it through my fucking mouth, and this is the shit hole where I can throw my words in when I tried to talk with my friends and they seem to making jokes on me!(yeah, fuck you, I'm talking about you, go enjoy your movie!) This place was once helped me to get through on countless sleepless nights, this place was where I found lots of fun and lots of memories by reading it back.



But now I can't say a fucking word here! what the fuck is wrong with this place? this is so ironic, is like I like to shower in the middle of the road but I don't want some of the public to stare on your dick. Why the fuck do I have to care so much, I could just fucking shout it out loud, but i choose to be a silent son of a bitch. Sometimes I still can use those "isi tersirat"(hints) although some of them were only could be decoded by myself, but I still satisfied at least I've say it out. but now...

Fuck you Jeep, go to sleep!!!

Comments

Reinert Lee said…
Yeah, this is the place for us to share & express whatever things that we wanted too. But sometime, it just can't be done "alone" with the computer. It just like when we're facing an financial difficulties (just for an example), we need somebody who can support you. And we need an intention on whatever shits that we're trying to "talk" to... But my monitor will never know how I feel when we're face to face each days... Yeah, it's true... that's why family, friendship and your loves one is very important in our life... Fire in the hole, mate ;)
3:55 PM, October 07, 2008
Anonymous said…
Ambition makes you look pretty ugly. Kicking and squealing gucci little piggy. You don't remember. Why don't you remember my name?
Off with his head, man. Why don't you remember my name? I guess he does....


-Paranoid Android by Radiohead-
11:56 PM, October 07, 2008
Anonymous said…
no new blog? so bc with 23?
5:45 PM, October 23, 2008
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